Loving, Losing and Living...

All of you who are reading this are offcourse alive (I have to say this becuase sadly till now my blogs are not so famous that people in hell/heaven would be reading them), and since you are alive and since you are human, then you all would have probably loved something, and then would have definitely lost once...atleast. How so ever let down we would have felt on having lost, we all recovered and now have time and/or mood to read a blog. Thats fabulous, isn't it. For me it has happened more than once...and its not only about M/F relations. We are let down we India gets knocked out in the first round of the world cup, when you are not able to attend weddings of those whom you have valued more than anything else, when you want to hug a friend but you can not, when you see people not trusting you..etc etc.

But still, I am living...happily. Is there a wrong nerve in my body (as this can be a sick chalta hai attitude) or is there a fantastic phoenix kinda nerve in my body...that makes me get up again and again? Is this strength that "helps me to keep going" or weakness that "forces me to keep going"??? There is a big difference.

With all the optimism I have, and inspite of the "whatever happens, happens for good attitude"...one line keeps hitting me over and over again...."Some stayed and fought the battle because they were too afraid to run away."

I still dont understand why all my writings have so many "hence", "if...then", "therefore" etc in them. The engineer in me still makes assumptions, decductions and conclusion and all this are so logical, and perhaps (here I make a conclusion again) this is why my deductions/conclusions are not always spot on...because life is anything but "logical".

So I will end with the lines of one of the finest movie I have seen recently, Yeh Saali Zindagi..."Zindagi pe tera mera kisi ka na jor hai, hum sochte hain kuch wo saali sochti kuch aur hai...."